GrINdM3isTeR

‘You had a bad day, you’re taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around.’

Well, if only I could sing. Now wouldn’t that just be nice..or perfect even. I guess it’s not even in my vocabulary to sing. I did not had a bad day actually..I had two..yes..TWO bad day. Firstly, I sprained my ankle badly, real bad on Tuesday night. Had trouble walking then of course. Had a real fight with my ankle while on the way up to my house. Woke up next day and decided to see a physician, a traditional chinese physician man. He twist n turn my leg..twist and turn..and without warning he twisted it hard enough for the bones in my leg to just crack and fall back into place. Wow..the wonders of technology yet it was done by just some twist here and there.

OK..it just wasn’t that. I feel recently that I had woken up from a slumber. I felt that there is more to life than just thinking. To think is good..to know so much is not that good actually. Sigh..it took me long enough just to realise it. I guess I’m sort of the slow learner type. Wouldn’t hurt me much though. As long as I learn something from it.

Now lets start on another topic.

Being in love does not mean that we have to have the person next to you all the time. I believe or rather to me, knowing that I’m still able to love, still be able to feel that I can love, still be able to feel butterflies in the stomach, still be able to fumble my words when I want to talk to a girl, still be able to feel my heart beating as fast as ever when I’m about to call the girl, still feel like a small kid when I’m about to ask the girl out, feel like I’m on top of the world when the girl goes out with me, still feel that I have to clean the car when I go out with the girl, man, IT’S ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS IN THE WORLD!! Tell me bout it!!

I just feel so lucky that I’m still able to do all that and more. I know that it will be different with everyone but still if you are able to feel what I have just described or whatever it is that works for you..I SALUTE YOU!!

I have a piece of advice then. Hey..anyone is viable to give advice but it’s up to you whether its applicable for you..or not!!

Appreciate that particular feeling you have. Because it will come in handy when you are in a dillema. What dillema I hear you say. I really don’t know. When the time comes I’m pretty sure it will come in handy. The feeling is for you to know and not for anyone to find out. It has served me well. And that is why I’m able to tell you that I still can feel all the feelings above. Oh my gosh, lucky me..!!

AARRGGHHH, fuck the shit dudes. I wrote a very long blog actually and I clicked on a link accidently and the whole blog went missing. This sucks.

Oh well, what’s in a name of a cheoregraphed dance when it’s supposingly a touch and go situation. Life is not about the destination but it’s all about the journey. So far my journey has just only started. I perceived it as started when I was 20.

What a damn boring week in office. Cannot be underestimated that working has definitely brought me ups and downs. Nevermind though, as it will hopefully bring me to the place where I want to go.

On my utmost top of my mind right now is to think about the viablity of a side business that I’m currently pursuing. It was a failed account last week that brought me thinking. Knowing the fact that if to start a business is so hard I might not even think about it. But knowing my attitude, my laziness, my character it is better I start this now than later. At least it is something that I enjoy and I like doing. To face adversity in its face is the best thing to do actually. Though I know the problems will always be there yet it is a viable project that will bring the moolah in for me. The moolah is in the horizon dudes..it is something like a promise land. WIth the business and also the moolah going on fine (hopefully) it will mean that I have fulfilled my promises. Also it will mean that I will fulfill promises that I made.

Can it be much more harder than this? Yes it can actually but I know that it is one thing to rest on my laurels it is also another thing to actually not to have any laurels to lean on then. Consider this, ‘anything done out of love will not be fucked up..’

I guess its just fair to say that the world is unfair. What can we do about it? Adjust it? Make it fairer? Or rather would you let it bypass you? I certainly vouch for the one where it is fair to me..oops..did I not just say that? Young fella me, hope you would not mind though. It just came out.

Apart from being frustrated with the way thing has been going on with the progression of a particular gril that he likes, Jeffrey is feeling restless with his life.

He feels that he has done all he could to prove to her that he is real and genuine with is feelings for her. What is it that she wants him to do so that she would understand and feel for him as well.

Is it because that he has not enough of maturity for her, or that she is just not interested in him?

Try figuring that out he thinks aloud. So, go figure…

Am currently sitting on a Osim chair getting a massage. Bloody hell..shoudl have gotten one of these damn chairs long time ago. It is that good. Aaahh..fuck the sex..Osim chair roxxss.

Anyway, let me tell you a story..here goes..

"We can’t be getting a new dog" he sighs.."It will just be the total side of you"

"What??!!" she asked, feeling totally surprised at the statement coming out from him. "It is not like that you do not have the thinking of getting another dog. You just do not dare to get a new dog for the fear of the old dog not giving any attention to you anymore."

"Oh well, we will take a raincheck on it ok baby?" "We will"

As time passes by and they forgot bout it. Then one day while minding her own business but feeling bored coz she was away in a new place..her uncle brought a dog over to her place. The dog fell in love with her at first sight.

"But the dog is an old dog and filthy. Try not to keep him please" he said. "I know, don’t worry" she said "..because I’m bored I will just keep the dog for a while for company so that I will have a companion." "OK" he said.."..but please don’t let the dog get to you because knowing dogs, they have a way of getting to people."

Little did she know that she was falling for the dog. And she totally forgot bout the other one back home. What a shame.

"Do you still miss the old one?" he asked her. "We must look forward. The old dog back home is not here and I miss him, I needed the warmth and so happens this dog gave me what I wanted. So I thought why don’t I keep him. But yes I do miss him a lot. Lets see when I come back next time maybe I will keep him."

And so she did. In the process of doing so her actions totally destroyed whatever feelings the old dog had for her. In fact the old dog was so angry, dissapointed, sad and lost that she choosed another dog. But like any other dogs, he forgives her..takes time though.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 57% Pure

For you, kissing isn’t a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

WOW!!

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You’ve dated enough to know what you want. And that’s marriage - with the right person. You’re serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven’t met the person you want to get hitched to!

Haha!! Funny!!

You Are 56% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you’re also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You’re open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

Check it out!!