You had a bad day..Nahh..I had a bad day..!!
Thursday, May 4th, 2006‘You had a bad day, you’re taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around.’
Well, if only I could sing. Now wouldn’t that just be nice..or perfect even. I guess it’s not even in my vocabulary to sing. I did not had a bad day actually..I had two..yes..TWO bad day. Firstly, I sprained my ankle badly, real bad on Tuesday night. Had trouble walking then of course. Had a real fight with my ankle while on the way up to my house. Woke up next day and decided to see a physician, a traditional chinese physician man. He twist n turn my leg..twist and turn..and without warning he twisted it hard enough for the bones in my leg to just crack and fall back into place. Wow..the wonders of technology yet it was done by just some twist here and there.
OK..it just wasn’t that. I feel recently that I had woken up from a slumber. I felt that there is more to life than just thinking. To think is good..to know so much is not that good actually. Sigh..it took me long enough just to realise it. I guess I’m sort of the slow learner type. Wouldn’t hurt me much though. As long as I learn something from it.
Now lets start on another topic.
Being in love does not mean that we have to have the person next to you all the time. I believe or rather to me, knowing that I’m still able to love, still be able to feel that I can love, still be able to feel butterflies in the stomach, still be able to fumble my words when I want to talk to a girl, still be able to feel my heart beating as fast as ever when I’m about to call the girl, still feel like a small kid when I’m about to ask the girl out, feel like I’m on top of the world when the girl goes out with me, still feel that I have to clean the car when I go out with the girl, man, IT’S ONE OF THE BEST FEELINGS IN THE WORLD!! Tell me bout it!!
I just feel so lucky that I’m still able to do all that and more. I know that it will be different with everyone but still if you are able to feel what I have just described or whatever it is that works for you..I SALUTE YOU!!
I have a piece of advice then. Hey..anyone is viable to give advice but it’s up to you whether its applicable for you..or not!!
Appreciate that particular feeling you have. Because it will come in handy when you are in a dillema. What dillema I hear you say. I really don’t know. When the time comes I’m pretty sure it will come in handy. The feeling is for you to know and not for anyone to find out. It has served me well. And that is why I’m able to tell you that I still can feel all the feelings above. Oh my gosh, lucky me..!! 
