GrINdM3isTeR

AARRGGHHH, fuck the shit dudes. I wrote a very long blog actually and I clicked on a link accidently and the whole blog went missing. This sucks.

Oh well, what’s in a name of a cheoregraphed dance when it’s supposingly a touch and go situation. Life is not about the destination but it’s all about the journey. So far my journey has just only started. I perceived it as started when I was 20.

What a damn boring week in office. Cannot be underestimated that working has definitely brought me ups and downs. Nevermind though, as it will hopefully bring me to the place where I want to go.

On my utmost top of my mind right now is to think about the viablity of a side business that I’m currently pursuing. It was a failed account last week that brought me thinking. Knowing the fact that if to start a business is so hard I might not even think about it. But knowing my attitude, my laziness, my character it is better I start this now than later. At least it is something that I enjoy and I like doing. To face adversity in its face is the best thing to do actually. Though I know the problems will always be there yet it is a viable project that will bring the moolah in for me. The moolah is in the horizon dudes..it is something like a promise land. WIth the business and also the moolah going on fine (hopefully) it will mean that I have fulfilled my promises. Also it will mean that I will fulfill promises that I made.

Can it be much more harder than this? Yes it can actually but I know that it is one thing to rest on my laurels it is also another thing to actually not to have any laurels to lean on then. Consider this, ‘anything done out of love will not be fucked up..’

I guess its just fair to say that the world is unfair. What can we do about it? Adjust it? Make it fairer? Or rather would you let it bypass you? I certainly vouch for the one where it is fair to me..oops..did I not just say that? Young fella me, hope you would not mind though. It just came out.

Apart from being frustrated with the way thing has been going on with the progression of a particular gril that he likes, Jeffrey is feeling restless with his life.

He feels that he has done all he could to prove to her that he is real and genuine with is feelings for her. What is it that she wants him to do so that she would understand and feel for him as well.

Is it because that he has not enough of maturity for her, or that she is just not interested in him?

Try figuring that out he thinks aloud. So, go figure…

Am currently sitting on a Osim chair getting a massage. Bloody hell..shoudl have gotten one of these damn chairs long time ago. It is that good. Aaahh..fuck the sex..Osim chair roxxss.

Anyway, let me tell you a story..here goes..

"We can’t be getting a new dog" he sighs.."It will just be the total side of you"

"What??!!" she asked, feeling totally surprised at the statement coming out from him. "It is not like that you do not have the thinking of getting another dog. You just do not dare to get a new dog for the fear of the old dog not giving any attention to you anymore."

"Oh well, we will take a raincheck on it ok baby?" "We will"

As time passes by and they forgot bout it. Then one day while minding her own business but feeling bored coz she was away in a new place..her uncle brought a dog over to her place. The dog fell in love with her at first sight.

"But the dog is an old dog and filthy. Try not to keep him please" he said. "I know, don’t worry" she said "..because I’m bored I will just keep the dog for a while for company so that I will have a companion." "OK" he said.."..but please don’t let the dog get to you because knowing dogs, they have a way of getting to people."

Little did she know that she was falling for the dog. And she totally forgot bout the other one back home. What a shame.

"Do you still miss the old one?" he asked her. "We must look forward. The old dog back home is not here and I miss him, I needed the warmth and so happens this dog gave me what I wanted. So I thought why don’t I keep him. But yes I do miss him a lot. Lets see when I come back next time maybe I will keep him."

And so she did. In the process of doing so her actions totally destroyed whatever feelings the old dog had for her. In fact the old dog was so angry, dissapointed, sad and lost that she choosed another dog. But like any other dogs, he forgives her..takes time though.