|GoD DaMn IT!!
OK, I have left my job at Malaysian Today and actually went to a startup company. In any other case this startup company would actually help me grow as a person, employee, employer and also in a lot of other ways.
But right now, I’m having doubts in a lot of things which I’m can’t reveal. Another thing is, I was just offered a job which I think will help me grow albeit in a slower pace than the current job I’m at now. But as a friend of mine said, when I accepted this current job, it wasn’t planning for the future, I was destroying it.
Honestly, I’m now not even deliberating of leaving. Honestly, if the new offer comes in fast and black and white, I will leave. As I said, I’m having doubts.
Am I at a cross juncture of my life where this would mean life and death for me? NO! is the answer but then this means a lot to my future, plans that I have, things that I want to do and things I would like to buy.
I’m actually happy that the new offer came from a person who do not know me at all. He actually asked me to join him the very first time when I met him but honestly at that time I was perfectly happy at Malaysian Today and I did not take him seriously. Till today..when I met with him for a drink. He told me that he wants me to join him. Based on what kind of intuition he had or whatever that prompted him to offer me a job withing his company, I do not care at all!! The fact that he did it even without knowing me well enough is confidence booster enough for me. And the thing is, I know if I work for him, I would have a very good mentor and a very good boss. Dudes I do not even know him myself. Only met him twice. Including today. Oh well, I know what I want to do already. I only can hope and pray.
It has been long, looong enough that I stopped writing here. I was just browsing through the internet and I thought I should write something in. My name is GrINdM3isTeR…GoD DaMn IT!!
