GrINdM3isTeR

woke up in the afternoon today n i sat in bed n asked myself "what the fuck m i gonna do today??". It’s like i have finished my studies..i do not want to go back to uni..coz i have no fucking business to do there, i feel like taking a book out n study..but WTF..i finished my studies..i feel useless yet i wan to do sumtink yet there is nothing for me to do here rite now..hehe..besides going out drinking la..

N tat is exactly wat i did..went drinking at the tav around 5.30 with parjit..hehe..freakin cold coz was sitting outside..around 9 pm we decided to go down to northbridge and snooker a bit la..so was waiting at the bus stop n suddenly parjit smelt sampoerna..haha..n there u go..he will have a sampoerna by tomolo i guess..funny eh how life gives u things unexpectly..yea anyways..went down to city garden..makan dinner la..shit man..everything taste good when ur angry..then went pot black snooker..suddenly halfway thru the 2nd frame..a weird mothafucka came n started talking to us n he was being so friendly that he sat or rather made himself comfortable at our table..but i was like ‘WEIRD ASS’ get the fuck out of here weii..ahahah..then he suddenly bought me n parjit both a jim beam..WTF??!!!..hahha..then have to layan liaow..then he bettered the jim beam next..hehe..he invited himself to play snooker wif us..haha..we dun even know the fucka..WEIRD ASS ppl in aussie..but i guess he was jus being…friendly??..or wtf..??

anyways..me n parjit went karaoke next..but yea tat was like ermm..haha..aight i guess..its not tat i dun like karaoke..i cant sing for nuts man..hahah..

anyways..the talk me n parjit had over the drinks at the tav today was simple yet..it gave me sum renewed hope in myself..suddenly..from wat he said..everything tat i went thru for the past half year..still made no sense..haha..but i guess i know rite now tat i can still go on the path that i want to walk n yet with sum confidence n hope..hey u know..we cant see the future..but if i believe in sumtink so much..hey im going to fight for it..in my own quiet way..thanks parjit..its aight dude.."I AM DEAD" hahahah..tats for u man..cheers..

today was an aight day..:) except for the rain..

i have been contemplating to whether i should join in the badwagon of blogging or not and guess what..im in!!

ermm..not tat excited i guess but this will definitely keep me occupied in my dark and lonely days here in perth. anyways..today..or rather yesterday was the last day of exams..well..its my one and only exam..but yea it was the one and only paper and i have studied, worked my ass off, suffered lots and finally i can say that i’m done wif uni life..wait..results coming out on the 15th july..damn..another month more to wait..WTF!!!

asi m sittin here in my room bracing the coldness and listening to jay chou, im looking back at my life, the last few mths before i came over to OZ..everything then was going fine..n coming to OZ din make me feel good..mixed feelings la..good and bad. but yea..1 year and 1/2 has past. wat did i gain? academically i have. wat else?? i guess i learnt how to manage my time abit now. i have learnt to actually toughen myself up. at times actually being alone is lilke DAMN GOOD!!

hahah..anyways..i hope i will b leaving OZ soon so that i can go back to malaysia and to start, to embark on a new chapter in my life. i wont say tat i will miss perth..probably i will miss only the weather. or probably later next year i will say i miss perth (anyways im hopin to come back for graduation next year)but right now i will tell u tat perth has brought me notin but heartache!!

but all is good..moving on actually is hard..but yea..i have not moved on yet but im MOVING!! Be patien Li Ann!! hahah…yea the weather i will miss and i guess the new friends i made tis sem..:P