GrINdM3isTeR

U know, today’s my day but im not feeling rejoiceful at all. Ah..fuck it la

U know wat ppl, ever felt shit when its ur birthday?? Yea I’m feeling that now!! I want to get drunk but there is no ppl to get drunk with n no money. I want to cry but i cant get it out, I want to shout out loud so i can let go of my frustration, anger, sadness but i cant do it here (its too quiet, will wake ppl up) I want to be able to do things properly n correctly and better but why cant i do it?

Today is suppose to b a happy day for me, as i said i waited for this years birthday for a long time liaow, its the end of my studies, my then gf promised tat she will give me a surprise for my birthday, we promised we will see each another tis middle of the year and so many more things.

Yea but its not happening and that is what im so pissed off, angry, sad, frustrated. Tell me what m i to feel??

Gee, I’m a bit on the sad side huh now?? I cant help it at the moment. I guess i will have to wait till it wears off (which i hope it will in an hour or two time)

But till then..God, seriously…pls..im too too tired now..

P/s: Happy Birthday to me..;D Thanks for the birthday wish Catstail

Oh yah, ignore the date below..its really the 24th of June now..heheh

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